Currently

- Time: 8:41am

- Drinking Starbucks Blonde Roast  (True North)

- working on a work schedule / block schedule: designating certain days for certain tasks instead of my current mish mash

- feeling beat down by the work - life balance (there is no such thing is there?)

- trying to understand and not get frustrated that my 3 year old doesn't care if I have deadlines 

- making lists, lots of lists

- excited to eat a blueberry bagel with strawberry cream cheese

- sketching out cards for my August demo

- writing down notes as they pop into my head for my Christmas classes

- dreaming of floating in Lake Annette again

- enjoying some quiet and calm before Anna wakes up, she is really sleeping in today

- wishing we had a babysitter and that I wasn't terrified of leaving her with someone other than the usual volunteers

- dreaming about how nice it would be to have a nanny two days a week

- remember to call Mom & Dad and wish them a Happy Anniversary

- thinking about having a painting party next month for Anna's little friends

- happy that the air blowing in is cool and loving the thunder in the distance

- wondering where the week went

- making a blog post schedule

- wanting to bake

- wanting to get back into my Project Life

- super glad I discovered Podcasts

- scheduling play dates

- battling the comparing game dialogue- "She can make it work and makes it look easy, why can't I?"

- Crazy excited to work this weekend at the Bollywood themed crop at Treasured Memories

-  Surprisingly not feeling overwhelmed... today ;)

- Time: 8:45am (ha ha ha, just kidding but this list pretty much sums up my jumbled thoughts these days)